Don't worry you're confused.

today I thought- Do people want to really know what goes inside my head????  So I thought I'll type exactly what I am thinking..... you'll prolly get confused because inside my head my thoughts jump from place to place.

South park is sooo funny!

Lola dangit you need to go potty - i'm too tired to take you.  maybe if i wait long enough ty will take her.

Did i record Greys Anatomy? Hopefully its on HD and not regular TV.

Should I got to Victoria Secret when Ty flies on Friday?

Oh ya I need to pay ryker and spikes tuition this week don't forget, don't forget don't forget.

should I make the Ahi Tuna salad tomorrow?  Ya or else the Avocados will go bad.

Man these commericals suck down here but they still make me laugh.

Ty do you have chapstick?

Oh crap he's goin to sleep i have to take lola out.

ha ha ha why do farts always make me laugh?  

ok i'm gonna take lola out Now 

maybe not Now, Now, but Now???? No hold on.

This episode of South park is funny but stupid.     Oooo I want to go to Mellow Mushroom for pizza YUM.

Oh wait Luigis sounds good too!   Crap I need to wax my mustache, I'll have to write that down so I don't forget -which is funny because If i see it I shouldn't forget. 

Wow I'm tired.  Dangit Rykers school starts early and I should go to bed!   Ok ok ok I'm going to For reals take lola out then go to bed

ha ha ha ha ha i totally farted I could feel it comin but I thought it was poo.  I need a snack.  Dont get a snack dont get a snack -new year resolution- new year resolution- new year resolution.

ok lola lets go potty

good night for reals though because I'm really gonna take lola out

Um , Ya, about that....

I decided To be Less Selfish this year  and um, It's not working out so well.   OOPS!

well My real Resolution was to be more positive, So I think that being selfish would qualify under that category.

Ty and I were having a conversation about him and work and I immediately turned it around to me!  And It didn't affect me in the least!!!  Wow, Right!!

So since I'm attempting at more positivity I was really shocked at how fast I turned the conversation around and bla bla bla.  

Thankfully I noticed!

I may not be doing the best job of it but I guess I did a tiny bit of a good one at trying out my resolution.

im sorry, it's prolly rude!!! but i'm gonna say it anyway

Ok OK  OK !!

I was just thinking about this..... Its kinda random!!!!!

But you know when you Hear, like a black woman say..." I went through 20 hours labor and  Brought you into this world!!!! You Know I will TAKE YOU OUT"!!!!!

Well I was thinking because, like someday Ty and I would love to adopt a girl if we can!!!

And adoption costs a lot of money!!!!

So I was thinking  --- Do people who adopt say:  Girl I Paid  $50,000 to bring you to this country and I want a Refund!!!  or Do they say like you have to pay me back??? or what????  I dunno just something I was pondering!!!